and then I saw it... I knew that I would see it someday but still expecting it didn't lessen the impact... I saw it coming yet I wasn't able to dodge it... It shattered me...
But it was supposed to be one of those instances that I could shrug off, that I could easliy ignore... Yet that wasn't the case... I got affected...
The thing is, right after I witnessed it, I saw fireworks!
Yes, fireworks!
They were so beautiful, radiant and colorful
Their presence filled the night sky with such splendor
It was beautiful, it was fit for a night of celebration
Oh, but how it contrasted what I felt inside
The vibrance of the atmosphere
The jeers, the cheers and all the merry making
made the hole inside me bigger

congrats!

I have finally managed to get a premade template that isn't entirely black and white...
At least there are figures, yet I feel that it is still not as good... I wish the colors could've been darker...
But who cares, the stick guy looks so happy...

Maybe it's because he's thinkin about the beginning...

My, how time flies...
Dati orsem lang...
Now people are signing up to be TNTs and facis...
Before, everybody somehow knew each other yet they didn't
everything was simple, it was ok, no complication...
now...

and one wishes that it could all go back to simplicity...
but it can't...

nostalgia?

blogging
I'm not the type of person who writes a lot...
I am lazy...
I'd rather blurt out my emotions on someone or on nobody,
but sometimes I feel the need to write... That's why I have journals, or blogs...
For me, blogging is a free thing...
One does it when it is most convenient, when one feels like it... Only then will a blog be meaningful
Only then will it be significant because it was a choice, an honest one at that...
It is just a shame that it is, at times, not presented as a choice...
I have no qualms on blogging, but maybe others have...

labo...
haha

Third Time Lucky

This is my third blog...
Hope it won't suck as much as the past two...