ang hirap
ng buhay, ng pagibig, ng pera, ng calculus.

walangya, yung problem set #2 namin sa ma17 ubod ng hirap!
tap out agad ako, naginternal bleeding pa ata
mga math majors sumuko!
pano pa kaya ang mga normal na bio majors?

ang hirap
ng buhay, ng pagibig, ng pera, ng calculus

oh yeah, reporting sa fil bukas! crunch time
kelangan pa naming kausapin si edgar
reporter ako, sa kayanin

ang hirap
ng buhay, ng pagibig, ng pera, ng calculus

wala akong pera!
kelangan ko png magbayad ng tnt fees!!!
salat sa salapi

ang hirap

totoo ba talaga?
baka naman nadadala lang ako
sabihin na kaya?
eh baka kelangang maghintay
kaso, baka mawala, pero hindi naman
ika nga, "great moments they pass by, if you're careless"
at sabi rin, "ilatag ang kaluluwa"

bakit nga ba?
dapat ba?

10yrs? Yes! Exactly...But why the post now?Isa lng ang makatatalo sa pagkatamad magpost, eto ang pagkatamad mag-aral!

when you're in the lib with nothing to do because you still have an hour before going home, would you rather study calculus and fil, or post on your journal/blog, or maybe sleep? Too bad I can't sleep on tables... labo...
hence my post...

so much has happend, time flew by (er, crawled maybe, math kasi!)if my thoughts went straight to the pc and into my journal, I'd have a short, crappy and poorly written book

a book of thoughts, floating
directed; aimlessly
wandering

of love?
then of nothing
of everything

of friendship?
gone, new
ecstatic
eccentric
dead-

of bullshit,
perhaps
or more

Ayan! Yan ang epekto ng math17 sa summer na pilit isinasaksak sa utak!Kung ano-ano tuloy ang lumalabas sa bibig...
may20, powta, championship sa liga sa may amin, first time ng team nmn na umabot sa finalsamin na yun, dapat, pinaghirapan namin yun eh, 3 years...yeyeyeh!!!

oh yeah, after almost 1 month magpopost uli ako... (syempre popo sbi mo eh!)
inatake ako ng katams and tho there is so much to put on my blog, di ko nalagay...
I just whispered it to the wind! Haha... Wtf...

What happened after almost a month of dormancy? well...
(in no chronological order)

-goodbye 1st year (I'm not sure tho if summer classes are part of the 1st or 2nd year)
-I have managed to screw up once again, grades maybe (damn chem!) and non acads as well
-managed to puke because of drinking (first time to!) this didn't lead to better things though...
-saw a movie w/ friends... very rare! (ultraviolet)
-nagbasketball uli! yeah!
-changed my template again to one of the generic types cause I can't make the comments work on the last one...
-died of boredom sa bahay
-dvd marathon even though I only saw 2 movies, labo
-birthday party! astig un, toma at magic sing
-umarte nkong magsalita! hehe...
-met up w/ someone, yeyeh! jst like HS
-mmm, I asked diyosa (see other blogs) out and she said yes! joy of joys!


yeah, so my summer is pretty senseless but I'm lookin forward to some things
-maayos ko nawa ang gulong nagawa ko!
-summer league, yeah! bball
-goin out w/ diyosa (landi!)
-stuff...
-tska maganda random number ko...

and then I saw it... I knew that I would see it someday but still expecting it didn't lessen the impact... I saw it coming yet I wasn't able to dodge it... It shattered me...
But it was supposed to be one of those instances that I could shrug off, that I could easliy ignore... Yet that wasn't the case... I got affected...
The thing is, right after I witnessed it, I saw fireworks!
Yes, fireworks!
They were so beautiful, radiant and colorful
Their presence filled the night sky with such splendor
It was beautiful, it was fit for a night of celebration
Oh, but how it contrasted what I felt inside
The vibrance of the atmosphere
The jeers, the cheers and all the merry making
made the hole inside me bigger

congrats!

I have finally managed to get a premade template that isn't entirely black and white...
At least there are figures, yet I feel that it is still not as good... I wish the colors could've been darker...
But who cares, the stick guy looks so happy...

Maybe it's because he's thinkin about the beginning...

My, how time flies...
Dati orsem lang...
Now people are signing up to be TNTs and facis...
Before, everybody somehow knew each other yet they didn't
everything was simple, it was ok, no complication...
now...

and one wishes that it could all go back to simplicity...
but it can't...

nostalgia?

blogging
I'm not the type of person who writes a lot...
I am lazy...
I'd rather blurt out my emotions on someone or on nobody,
but sometimes I feel the need to write... That's why I have journals, or blogs...
For me, blogging is a free thing...
One does it when it is most convenient, when one feels like it... Only then will a blog be meaningful
Only then will it be significant because it was a choice, an honest one at that...
It is just a shame that it is, at times, not presented as a choice...
I have no qualms on blogging, but maybe others have...

labo...
haha

Third Time Lucky

This is my third blog...
Hope it won't suck as much as the past two...